Since I have entired university I have many things to do, like home works, midtest, etc... college, organizations... all of them make me bussy and didn’t have many time to update my blog, eventhough I have so many ideas to write.
There were so many things I had to do.

Seriously, the college orientation programme made me TIRED! 

But eventhough tired, I enjoyed it so much! I could know new people, either from the same class or different class with me. And I'm so happy to know them as my friends, my partners, my new family :)

From now on, I hope I can be a better person. I hope I can do the best in my college life. I hope I can fulfil my targets, and reach the goals. Hope I can make my parents proud with me, and be a better person for people around me! Hwaiting! :)

6.1.12

blushing

It happened in the past, but the feeling of embarrassment still remains. It happened when I went to a bookstore with my friend. She picked me up at my house and we rode in her car to the bookstore, where we laughed most of the time and had fun. When it was getting late, we decided to go home. Since I was so sleepy, my friend asked me to wait for her outside the main entrance where she would pick me up in her car. When her car stopped where I was waiting, I got in.
Sleepily I lay back in the passanger seat and said, "What a cool day we had."
but instead of getting an agreeing answer from my friend, I heard an unknown voice saying, "Excuse me, what are you doing here? Who are you?"-_______- It was the wrong car! How embarrassing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#nowplaying (NAKASIMA :*)

I know this so is soooo not the new one but I still love it. love the lyric.. oooh NAKASIMA :')

Daniel Bedingfield - If You're Not The One

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know life so far away
But I know that its just a trip
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I've build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

I love the place where I was 'born'

Keterikatan batin dengan Islam menjadikan kita satu, hidup berorientasi selalu untuk Islam. Walau berbeda, namun tetap satu untuk Islam. Dari mulai derai tawa hingga urai air mata. Dari pagi buta hingga waktu senja. Semuanya untuk Islam. Kebanggaan pada Islam lah yang mengawalinya. Yang mengawali perjalanan menapaki rute dakwah ini. Menyapa setiap orang yang ditemui. Mengayun langkah. Menebar khotbah. Menjaring hikmah.
Dan sudah menjadi sunnatullah bahwa rute dakwah itu susah. Tantangan dan halangan selalu menghadang. Ada kawan seiring yang tetap istiqomah. Ada yang berhenti tak tahan lelah. Ada juga yang akhirnya terus berjalan namun mengambil rute yang salah.

Diskusi panjang untuk proker, menghabiskan tenaga, menyedot pikiran, beradu argumen di rutinitas syuro, dsb. Semuanya demi Islam..

And now...
We're coming up on the end of high school. Thanks for all. Syukran wa jazakumullah khairan katsiran. You've been a really good friend and partner in ROHIS SMK Telkom SPJ.
I'm a human and can make mistakes, so please accept my sincere greeting and best wishes for your good health and happiness.
May ALLAH bless you and the whole ummah with many such happy occasions with peace, prosperity, and success.
Afwan jiddan.